It’s been a painful number of days; hard to write …

My beloved dogs vanished from my yard; an oversight by my mother-in-law.  Truth be told, I couldn’t even look at her because I was so upset. I believe I discovered first hand how “seething” actually felt.  That was an emotional jolt I don’t wish on anyone; the side effects are reciprocal, trust me. I felt worse afterwards.

It could have happened to anyone. I know that.  All is forgiven, even though my heart still hurts. I know suegra’s does too.  Rocco and Lucy are her buddies also. She loves them to pieces.

After frantic searches, countless drives, endless signs, web ads, you name it – nothing.  Our strongest lead led us to a dead end. My savvy dogs escaped that yard too.  I lamely joke they were just trying to come back home.

I’ve become a regular fixture at my local shelters. When you step back and observe, the kennels are quite the bipolar experience.  You have enthusiastic pet-owner-to-be, who scurries down the aisles like they are shopping for a new, flashy pair of shoes.   The children squeal with each furry face they encounter.  It’s a beautiful energy.

Then there’s people like me. We tour the kennels in hopes of seeing those familiar faces we adore, praying to get a glimpse of that jolly welcome we’ve come to expect.  There’s less pep in our step.  Our eyes, many filled with tears,  can identify each other’s pain at first glance.  Dog lovers get other dog lovers. I have yet to leave the shelters without crying – defeated, overwhelmed and emotionally exhausted. We’ve all been on quite the roller coaster in the house.  It’s not just me missing them. They are family.

Then there are the dogs – ones with tons of enthusiasm, ones that look like they are missing the homes they used to have.  Each trip has been gut-wrenching for me.  Even though I’ve been searching for my babies, I want to save all of them too.

If you are looking for a pet, START at your local shelter.  There are some beautiful dogs (and cats) that need a home.  Dogs love you unconditionally – you can see it in their eyes.  Don’t overlook the older ones either.  They are less of a training headache and you’ll appreciate their wisdom and developed character. And, invest in microchipping!  It’s a lesson I am learning the hard way; should have moved it up higher on my to-do list. Ugggg.

Will I ever see my pups again?  That part, I guess, is still unwritten.  But I’m a glass half full kind of girl, so I’m leaning on my faith. I pray for their safe return.  Above all, I pray they are safe and sound – wherever they are.